22 December : Mother's Day
Holaaa, menyambung ketermalasan untuk memposting, maka hari ini adalah hari yang menurut saya kudu wajib mempost sesuatu. Yes, it's Mother's Day!
On this day, wanna say Happy Mother's Day buat mamak saya yang ada di sanaa, semoga terlahir di alam bahagia :)
After all these years, some thoughts always come to my mind.
Kalau dipikir-pikir lagi, mungkin saat itu kerana masih bocil, so I don't have any capacity or any knowledge to talk about something that now I think I might talk about with her.
It's like semuanya.
Contoh kecil misalnya apa sih rasanya ketika pergi kondangan keluarga jauh yang tidak terlalu dikenal, tapi karena harus pergi untuk mewakili dan karena diundang? atau pas imlek begitu? As a note that kondangan is not my dad thing, so kondangan and kunjungan keluarga is for mamak dan bocil hehe.
Or how does it feel not to have had any rest all day? As she almost never had a nap in the middle of the day, woke up early morning, although sleep in a normal hour (belum lagi kalo awak bikin keributan dengan cerita-cerita ndak jelas atau minta kipas heuu).
Or simply, why do you sometimes get angry so easily? Or what do you actually feel at some moments (ketika klo saya liat raut muka atau sikapnya sedang berbeda)? Or simply, what's going on your mind?
I don't really remember to have that kind of convo, though (udah bermirror-mirror :")
Ya, intinya begitulah, I really wish I had that opportunity. However, some questions may be questions forever.
Thank you for being such a great mom until the end.
I really wish I could be like you one day :)
Selamat hari mamak, miss you lots
Selamat hari mamak-mamak untuk semua mamak dimanapun, you do great all the times :)
Sampai ketemu di [delapan puluh delapan]
Cheers,
Em 🙆
